My Entire Life

2010-05-12T21:27:00.003+08:00

well, im getting busy nowadays. projects, test and exam are on the way towards me.im seriously have no time for other things now, because the deadline of works are within this 2 wk before the last day of school which is on the 27th May. gosh, im so stress!!

15th May: IGVP Video Shooting Project (Start) take time to edit too!

18th May : NMS Phase Test

19th May: NMS Class Test 2
CWN Project Presentation
21st May: deadline for IGVP Video Shooting Project ( End)
24th May: IGVP Class Test 2
26th May: CWN Class Test 2
3rd June: NMS EXAM!!

SO CAN YOU SEE WHY AM I SO STRESS??? GOSH!!
REALLY HAVE NO TIME TO RELAX.
MY LIFE IS NOW THE SAME ROUTINE,
"PROJECT, TEST, EXAM"

2010-04-07T21:25:00.002+08:00

i've not been crying so terribily for so long. today its the worst. i upset someone who loves me so much. i said things shuldnt be said to him. 我已经死过很多次了. he is someone great but i jux dunnoe how to appreciate him. even after quarell, he would still ask have i eaten, etc... SEE? isnt he's great? 我连猪狗都不如. but im going tell myself i wanna change into someone better. after today incident, im so afraid of losing him, i cant do without him. imagine my life without him. i guess it will be miserable and horrible. from colorful life to life tats full of darkness... i really love u alot my dear. i'll try to control my horrible "awesome" temper from now on.

2010-03-04T21:55:00.003+08:00

IPHONE 3GS or NOKIA N97??

I'm going to change my phone!!! :D

yupp i know my blog is so.... one word ''DEAD"!

im so crazy towards my school work! all FLASH work, project and test must be complete before 18th march!!

Hate my teacher! always so last minute do things. -,-

forget it! alright i should be going to rush my assignment. CIAO!

2009-12-26T19:30:00.000+08:00

im so siian the whole day at home. rawr!!! motherfuck & basket!

2009-12-24T23:23:00.002+08:00

Hellos... in the next 30min its gonna be CHRISTMAS!!!
从小到大，我非常喜欢圣诞节因为能够收到恒多的礼物. 让我觉得最兴奋的是，把一程一程的包装自给撕开，因为我喜欢惊喜。我在这里祝大家，圣诞节快乐 merry x'mas!!!

2009-12-22T01:23:00.003+08:00

recently i've been working. so tiring that i've to stand for more than 6hrs. no choice this is promoters' life. Don't you think so? :D there's someone is soooooooooo FAT, MAKE UP LIKE GHOST, TRYING TO ACT SKINNY. hahahs. alright i'm fat & i admit that but someone thinks that she's so pretty so attractive to guys.

outsider along the street : "hey! 那个女的很chio!"
that someone : "oh my 天，有一群人说我漂亮worx. !"

ROFL!!! chio in a sarcastic way? i can admit im not pretty. if thats the way you look when you're born, just accept it. No one is going to laugh at you alright, ugly dua bao xian. i guess by having this post, people who knows me well will definately know who am i talking about.

2009-12-19T21:59:00.003+08:00

Hellos =]
im back to blog my this dead blog. :x but im gonna warn you guys this is gonna be a long post. therefore, it'll be WORDY! :) i guess its going to be like a few stories??? hahas

STORY 1:
Do you guys love people who boast when the aren't rich but trying to make people feel that they are rich? Let you readers know i've a friend of mine well i dun consider she's my friend anymore. REASONS? Seeing my friends and i along the street ignore us when u know us. My friend tried to say hello to them but the fucking boyfriend just rolled eye on us and that girl just covered her face when she saw us. LOW-CLASS & ILL-MANNERED!! Sorry if i offence the both of you, but seriously this really pissed me so off! Because of this, i've a already dirtied my post. For your info, does CIVIL DEFENCE earn s$700+ per month? Or rather coporal earns more than s$1000? *LAUGHS* Army you open derhh arhhx? ahaha ROFL! :D
ohya! is having a car a so very *WOAH* thing? Is it a disgrace of your dad works in construction site? come'on if this is what you're thinking, im feel upset for him. Having a daughter looking down on her own dad... Your dad have a car i feel really happy for him but definately NOT for you. Because i knew your dad works hard for it. This is what i feel its worth it. But not worth it to have a daughter like you! LASTLY, STOP MAKING A SCENE. I SWEAR IM DESPISING YOU IS A RIGHT THING. AND YOU SHOULD KNOW THE MEANING OF KARMA, DONT YOU :)

STORY 2:
This 3 weeks having Patricia at my house is such a wonderful thing. Spending time with you makes my day. We share our sorrows & happiness within each other. Seriously, im glad to have you as my friend. I promise you i'll be going London next year to find you. :)　hope you will see this post when you reach your next destination. :)

STORY 3:
Basically this last post is for my hubby jian guang :) Time really pass very fast and we've been together for 7 months plus. Im reallly excited to be with you for the 1 year, 10years, 100years. :) Really an uncountable thanks to you for doing so much for me. Feeling the most fortunate person is the whole world. LOVING YOU TONNES!

2009-10-16T17:39:00.002+08:00

hello Friday... today is a happy day for me. do you know why?? hehehex!!
hubby is out of tekong liao and im so excited for tml's TRIPLE date outing. muahahas!!
i really hate fatty bomb bomb!!! i really wanna outcast her!! :D
my frens, my hubby and i dislike u alright... i shall see what do you have more to say...

I WANT OUTCAST YOU!!

2009-10-15T00:35:00.003+08:00

hey guys im back to blog. recently im so pissed off by someone.

he/she is a person tat everyone HATE.

do you guys know the meaning of "Not Rich But Trying To Act Rich" kind.

"Can't Speak Well In Certain Language But Trying To Act Slang"?

he/she wants to win. OMG!

my bf brought me to CHIJMES better than your so called FAMOUS FOR STEAK ONLY PLACE!

To me that type of place is nth alright?

i bet you yourself dont noe wad CHIJMES is by the way you speaks

Tat place which u mention i happy happy oso can go in eat lerhhx...

my bf book flyer thru online.CHAMPAGNE FILGHT KAYYS...

I bet you also never even went to eat popeyes from flyer. *ROFL*

my bf oso nvr do anything to you yet you said him unfriendly.

how i like to sit in front of my bf oso NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.

UNLIKE YOU, act a ''LADY-LIKE" in front of your bf. *PUKE*

at least my bf accept all my bad habits, bad things about me.

seriously, you're not the real you. behind your bf, act like one fatty talking big with unrealistic stuff.

**ROLL EYE**

Our 5th Month Anniversary

2009-10-11T00:37:00.006+08:00

haha! back to blog. yesterday was saturday and dear book out from tekong. hahas! well, i didnt expect he reach pasir ris so early and i was still on my bed. he came down by cab jux to meet me. rush out of my hus to meet him at s'goon interchange. to my surprise, he bought old chang kee for my parents. so thoughtful of him. dear accompany me went home to pass the food to my mummy. she was so paisei tat dear bought so much food for them and say when can we finish eating. hahas! after tat, head to dear's hus. cos he wanna wash his smelly army wear. omg, if u were to stand beside him, the smell reminds me of salted fish smell hahahs. ( ** oops! dear so sry... ) we took a rest and had lunch at his house downstairs coffee shop. den headed back to his house again. rest about 4plus, we went out and took a bus & mrt head to bugis. baby bring me go cut hair. omg! this was the 1st time of my life i cut my hair for $38 and bought a hair gel for my hair abt $43. total=$91. omg, dear pay everything jux becos wanna me be happy. thanks so much dear. but to come and think both of us think it's worth it cos the stylist is professional and now, i've my own stylist. woohoo! hahahs. after my hair cut, from bugis junction, walked down to chijmes. hahah dear brought me to bobby's restaurant. though sitting outside without wind, i enjoy so much, cos it's candle-lit dinner. to me the price is worth it cos of the quality & quantity is there, although it's expensive. hahas. nice atmoshpere too! for couples, u'll definately feel the romance. hahhas.

pictures of the day.

HAPPY FIFTH MONTH ANNIVERSARY, MY DEAR.

I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART TILL THE LAST BREATH

2009-10-04T23:37:00.002+08:00

dear's bdae cum 4th month anniversay presentdear is back home from 2wks confinement. love his BOTAK head so much!! Mid-Autume Festival at Chinese Gardenseriously, i do have the urge to update my blog. it's been 3wks since dear went for enlistment. however, in this 3wks he sprain his ankle, became bad injury. hope he recover soon so that he would not get OOT. im looking forward to dear's POP ceremony and complete his 2 years of NS!!

had my plans, after 2yrs NS,

- triple couple date to bangkok (dear, me, joyce, yong ming, hsueh ting & bf).

- 31sth october 09, nite safari trip for halloween (triple date).

- spend all my time with dear

-ROM with him asap :p

2009-09-09T01:48:00.005+08:00

spending the times we had from 11th may till end very last second of 9th sep. before my love is going to start a new chapter of his life, i have last words for him. im grateful to have you as my boyfriend by my side all the time. remember to take care of yourself when u're inside the camp. no worries my love, i will strive towards my result & future. i jux got to assume that you are on holidays for overseas or rather u are being send to another island. i will be waiting for you on this little red dot so tat u will know where am i, therefore after u come back you will not leave me anymore. like you said, “我们会长长久久的在一起，天涯海角，都会想着彼此。” during the 2wks BMTC, i will be giving u all my support. dun give up alright? think of happy moments and you will do everything perfectly fine. this coming friday will be our 4th month anniversary & your birthday. sad thing we cant celebrate our anniversary together. after your 2yrs NS, i want it back from u worx!!! XP hahas

lastly i wanna wish you in advance,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY & HAPPY 4TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY! :)

2009-06-21T23:40:00.004+08:00

starting my 1st korean language post by

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여보세요. 이것은 한국어 언어의 나의 1종 우편이다. 나가 이것을 배치하는 경우에, 나는 "웃음에 대해서" 이야기해 나는인 무슨 확실히 귀중한 의지 명확하게 이해하지 않는다 이다.

한국에서는, 한국사람은 그들의 이름에 의하여 사람을 직접적으로 부르는 피한다.

대신 그들은 제목을 사용하고, 무역 또는 직업 둔다.

거기 나는을 위해 3에 의하여 이 포스트를 한국어에서 모두 가동하기 위하여 려고 하고 있다

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동안에 귀중한 jian Guang, 모든 나 측에 의하여 당신이 있게 그것의 좋은 이것 (:

일에서 우리는, 당신이다 이미 나의 유일한 i 사랑 함께 이다.

나는 우리가 함께 보낸 순간을 비축해 두고는 것을 & 간직하고 싶다.

원인의 당신을 역시 품으십시오. 일 u가 간 경우에,

나는 아주 아주 두집힐 것이다. 마지막으로 나는 알게 한다 당신이 원한다,

당신은 나의 마지막 사랑일 것이다.

나는 나의 마지막이 호흡할 때까지 당신을 사랑할 것이다.

조차 만일 그렇다면, 나는 나의 다음 생활에서 당신이 있고 싶다.

사랑해요!

translate back to english.

hello. this is my first post of korean language. if i post this, i am sure dear will definately don't understand what am i talking about "laugh". in korea, koreans avoid calling a person directly by their names. Instead they use title, position,trade or profession. there for i am going to start this post everything in korean by

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jian guang dear, its good to have you by my side all this while (: from the day we are together, you are already my one and only i love. i want to treasure & cherish the moments we spent together. of cause cherish you too. if one day u were gone, i will be very very upset. lastly i want to let you know, you will be my last love. i will love you till my last breathe. even if so, i want to have you in my next life. i love you!

2009-06-06T14:54:00.005+08:00

counting down from today to our very first anniversary. well its less than a wk (:

in fact is like 4more days starts after today.

went outing with love on Friday. he tot of going for a movie marathon, but i dun wanna watch ended up complaining to him today hahas. many things i wanna tell you, but when it comes to our anniversary, i will let you know for sure.

whenever i spent time with love, i dont understand why time flies so fast.

how i wish the time didnt continue or i rather let the time stop.

dear... you are not useless alright? you are someone who is special to me and i can rely on.

do things with patient don't rush alright?

you will definately see improvement in everythings you do.

you will feel happy when you see things that are impossible to possible.

REMEMBER, nothing is IMPOSSIBLE unless you GIVE UP!

I will be by your side stand by you no matter how life is.

DEARIE is currently sick. BEE wants you to recover SOON! HAHAS

2009-06-02T00:06:00.003+08:00

Inside my heart, you are the one for me.
Love resides there, burning ever so brightly.
Only you can I love so passionately.
Visions of us together are etched in my memory.
Every moment with you is special daily.
Your love touches me with its warmth and sincerity.
On this Valentine’s Day, let me say romantically.
Undying would be my love ‘till eternity.

2009-05-30T13:11:00.003+08:00

edited by me!! =D
baby must be sleeping now. bee wishing u have a good slp! good nite baby (:

2009-05-28T08:45:00.012+08:00

heyy peeps! im back to blog again. all this while i was accompanying my boyfriend. i just wanna spend more time with him because he is going NS on September. By then, i've got to be independant waiting for him the following 2 yrs.

message to my dearest Honey:

honey, 我不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有. therefore no matter how much time its takes, i will still wait for you. memories will keep inside my heart everytime. you told me to stay strong but i cannot. therefore i will start learning to be strong & not letting you worrying about me so much when you're serving NS. Take this 2 years as a challenge between both of us. 我，徐凤洁，这只猪小姐像你承诺，我对你的爱，关怀，地位和分量永远都不会改变。是你改变了我翘课和跟妈妈相骂的坏习惯给改。你是我最后一个我会爱的人了，就算有一天你离我而去，我永远都不会把你给忘记反而还会把你放在心上。honey, i promise you this will be the last time i am going to cry with sadness. Even i have to cry, i will going to cry with happiness. Honey, ILOVEYOUWITHALLMYHEART. (:

Our Sweet Memories!

looking at which pretty girls.?

2009-05-17T11:18:00.002+08:00

16 May 2009:

was rotting whole day. staring at my laptop the whole day.
dear wakes up late as he slept at 4am. poor honey, dont get to tired k? (:
Bee will always be supporting honey derhh worx. (:

17 May 2009:
honey is in a bad mood yesterday. as in not to the extend very very bad.
i tried to cheer him up by texting him, staying by his side not letting him feel lonely.
sometimes, it pains me to see him work till so late and slp for few hours only.
i now really miss my honey so much.

2009-05-16T11:33:00.002+08:00

haix... thursday MC for one day. having running nose & sore throat. honey sacrifies his sleep & wakes up early to accompany me to amk polyclinic to see consultant.

baby thanks for putting so much care towards me. after tat baby and i went vivo city to take a walk. as we were walking, we were talking about swine flu. we were imagine wad if we were quarentine bcos of swine flu, and had to go aloha. omg! chalet only both of us. ehhh though both of us only but dun anyhow think arhhx... haha. after tat send baby to work. though we both cant bear apart, but as long as our heart is there jiu ok.

yesterday went to sch... i reached school at 10.30am when lesson suppose to start at 8am. hahh after school take bus go find baby at his place. den went to watch movie. ANGELS & DEMON! movie is not bad but the seats not couple seats!! hahahs

message to baby:
i noe you are still working. from yesterday till sunday work until 3am.remember to take care of yourself k? nxt wk baby take one more day off jux to pei me. im so touched. you are a guy whom i ever love so deeply. u are the 1st one so u mean alot to me. i noe same goes to u as well. therefore lets cherish the moments we have now. hahhas

2009-05-13T23:49:00.000+08:00

sch was pretty good today. surprisingly i reached school on time.

after school went to print photos at bedok den bus home. had to wash up myself & get change in order to bus down to bugis meet my love because he knock off at 5pm while i end sch at 2pm.

we skipped dinner today bcos im nt hungry.sorry LOVE... because of me you also nvr eat. im sorry. feeling bad now. thx for the couple tee u gave me. hahas i love it alot. thanks

2009-05-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

went out with honey today. he ends work at 5pm. he waited for me about 1hour. sorry honey let you wait so long. honey bring me go eat dinner at bugis junction. hmmm not bad larhh the food.hhaha UNCLE'S KITCHEN! HAHAS

message to dear:

left a few more months before you going to serve NS.
no matter how long it takes to be, i will be by your side.
like u said u are not rich & handsome.
so? i want you to noe, you are special to me.
i dont need you to be rich or handsome. i just want you stay by side.
that's all. let us share all the happiness & unhappiness together among ourselves k?

as for today, you're so sweet to me.
you hug me so tight until dun wish to let me go.
i'm now waiting for your sms. im worry sick for you.
is there anything happen?
please either call me or sms me soon k?

2009-05-12T00:30:00.001+08:00

went outing with honey today. i remember the day you confess to me in sms.

"someday" by Nickelback,

"i will be" by leona lewis,

"in love with a girl" by gavin mcgrew

"who" by mary-m

"is you" by M2M

"sweet dream" by Beyonce

"my love" by Westlife

you told me to put everything into on sentence. which is

"someday i will be in love with a girl who is you. sweet dream my love.

seriously, im touched by what you said.

i will never forget this sentence you told me.

i will remember the expression u fed me at fish & co.

the way you smile at me,

the way you look into my eyes,

the way you first held my hand gently,

the feelings you first hugged me with all the love you had for me.

i hope history will not happen anymore.

i want to last with you. because i simply love you alot.

lastly i will never forget this date, 11 May 2009.

2009-05-03T12:37:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!! sorry for the delays. haix... i'm spending too much money practically. i've got to save up my money....!!!!! RAWR!!! due to my skates & presents! so annoyed for such things. hahah.

welll... went outings with Hsueh Ting yesterday. kinda fun. thx Ting for your treat ( ice-cream ).

msg to Hsueh Ting

girl... like you said think positive.

we can stay happily without such person. they are just useless.

cheer up kays? anything dun think too much just tell me.

lets help out and sort things out for each other. dun keep things inside your heart. it'll be tough & you'll suffer. i really dun wish to see you in my state. made a wrong decision.

2009-04-29T17:30:00.001+08:00

从来没想过

不能再和你牵手

委屈时候没有你

陪着我心痛一切都是我

太过骄纵

以为你会懂一直忘了说

我有多感动我知道你还是爱着我

虽然分开的理由

我们都已接受你知道我会有多难过

所以即使到最后

还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我才会在离开时

闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道彼此心中其实这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头

我多希望你还在我左右

答应你我会好好过不让

这些眼泪白流

this video & lyrics are sing by our s'pore youngest singing band "BY2"! (:

2009-04-16T22:08:00.000+08:00

no lesson for me today! i am rotting at home.

i wake up at 5plus. gosh! damn sleepy. the more i sleep it makes my head even more pain.

OUCH!! went home directly after school yesterday & reach home at 3.

im saving money to buy alot of stuff.

1. Coach Handbag for my mum's birthday.
2.Ralph Lauren Polo Tee.
3.Burberry Wallet & Perfume.
4.New Kenneth Cole Watch.
5.LV wallet.

omg! it will definately cost me a doom! gonna burn a hole in my pocket hahahs.
well take time to save all my pay. therefore i got to bring bread to school everyday lerhh barhhx? hahhs

2009-04-15T00:28:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the 1st the of the new term in school.
today lesson was son boring. dun really understand wad the tcher talking.
cos she teach like rocket hahs!

below are the videos that my classmates & i did just for competition.

2009-04-12T23:40:00.000+08:00

seriously i wanna protest! i'm really pissed off with BRAS BERSA COMPLEX POPULAR MANAGER! IVY & HELEN! who do you think you guys are to stop all staff from talking to Doris? EXCUESE ME?! Apart from working hours, you have no rights to control your staff from doing anything after working hours?! seriously stop being so childish la! im so proud of myself for leaving the company too! dun have to see both of your lao wu po's face. gosh! better stop my nonsense! make me even more angry!

2009-04-12T23:25:00.000+08:00

yes you're right! my retarded face!
before starts working!!

sry this 3days i was working. after work im feeling so shagged! but i had this new job.. hmmm not bad better than popular. hahs $7/hr compared to popular which is $5/hr. hahahs but this job makes my leg very suan lehhx... hahas but i do enjoy. hard work pays off! well the more challenging one is coming soon on this sat & sun. yupps! TRAVEL FAIR! from 9am till 10pm. thats rather long. hahah so yupp i mux jyjy. KAMBATEH, CHER FENG JIE today will be the last day of my 1st term holiday. sadded :( tml will be the new term. students who are enrolled from april will be reporting to school...im still in the holiday mood. OMG!! well study is really important. i guess i'll have to stop relaxing from tml onwards. hahahs!!

2009-04-10T00:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BOON KWAN!!

went out with Doris & friends today. (:
hahah today its wen LAi's brother birthday.
Louis reach my house around 1pm.
after tat, bus down to BBC to meet up with Doris.
waited for her about 1hr lehhx. haha! but its okayys (:
went to eat STEAMBOAT!! HAHAHS

boring... o.Oopps!!

sharks! did i forget anything?!

cam-whoring (:

i hate to wait for people!!

ahhhh...?

the funny face of his. (:

2009-04-07T22:29:00.000+08:00

OMG!! didnt had enough sleep recently...

so suey today having sore eyes and my cold have not recover narhhx!! GEEEZZZZ...!!!

im feeling so sleepy narhhx i wanna slp early tonight.

today feeling not bad actually (:

but some sort things made me so worried. well everything's over now hahahs

went to jac's house today with SHI TING & CHARMAINE.

tml jac will be coming over my house to reformat my com.

my com is like gosh!! slow like a turtle man! hahahs

no more worries for me after today hahas

2009-04-06T22:55:00.000+08:00

well... was not really feeling feel this few days.

im so stressed up. body gets tensed up! haiish..!

got to find out what a solution to solve it. (:

thx Abel for your concern!

i really appreciate it & sorry for making you worry almost half a day.

well there's nth i really wanna post. everyday rotting at home.

no life siia. hahas

i got to go find a job soon with my darling, HUI QI.

She needs job, I need job too!

hahah very good timing. cos we have XIN DIAN GAN YING.

She's MINE! HAHASKimberly & Me

2009-04-03T19:05:00.001+08:00

Match the letters in your name to the list below, to know what kind of person you are! =P

A: You like to drink.

B : You like people.

C : You are really silly.

D : You like to drink.

E : You are a damn good kisser.

F : You are dead sexy.

G : You never let people tell you what to do.

H :You have great personality and looks.

I : You are great in bed.

J : People Adore you.

K : You're wild and crazy.

L: Everyone loves you.

M : You are great in bed.

N : You like to drink.

O : You are an awesome kisser.

P : You are popular with all types of people.

Q : You are a hypocrite.

R : You are f***ing crazy.

S : You are easy to fall in love with.

T : You're loyal to those you love.

U : You really like to chill.

V : You are not judgmental.

W : You are very broad minded.

X : You never let people tell you what to do.

Y : Best g/f b/f anyone could ever ask for.

Z : Always read.

My name is CHER FENG JIE

C : You are really silly.

H :You have great personality and looks.

E : You are a damn good kisser.

R : You are f***ing crazy.

F : You are dead sexy.

E : You are a damn good kisser.

N : You like to drink.

G : You never let people tell you what to do.

J : People Adore you.

I : You are great in bed.

E : You are a damn good kisser.

sentosa! (: Doris Birthday

hey guys! i'm back to blog again. well sorry for being MIA so long hahas!

recently i've met this person. well... this person had been cheering me up for dunno how long already. hahahs! i'm not going to write down this person name.

if he/ she happens to pass by my blog, rmb to read the following message that's for you at the bottom of the whole entry.

message to this special person:

it's my pleasure to know you.

i'm really glad to have you by my side whenever i'm feeling down.

you deserve something better than what you have in now during the future.

trust me!

if i'm given nxt life, i wish i'm able to meet you again!

last but not least, all the best for your exams

your sincerly, silly girl (: